From Jul 9, 2009

What. A. Week.

It’s been a particularly rough one, though over all I do believe I’m faring rather well.

One of my favorite people in the universe, my BFF, was diagnosed with breast cancer.  Less than 24 hours later, my cousin-in-law passed away at the age of twenty-one, from leukemia.  If there was no other message to me (which there weren’t, there were many), it was that I can’t continue smoking.  I get this.  I have noted the signs.  Roger that, no more necessary hints…

One thing is for certain.  I intend on giving my BFF as much laughter and positive energy as she needs in order to know she’s going to get through this.  I believe that miracles are directly related to laughter.  I also know that with faith and hope and joy, anything is possible.  A friend of mine has a cousin, who was diagnosed with grade four ovarian cancer who, against all odds, beat cancer in fewer than six months.

Every one of these people is my age or younger.  I am reminded of the temporary nature of our experience here on earth.  I’m also reminded not to take for granted any of my relationships.  I am truly blessed with amazing friendships that fulfill my life so completely.

Once upon a time, death was only a fairy tale.  Now I understand that it’s an integral part of life.  Instead of feeling calloused, though… I feel very blessed.  Each day is a new opportunity.